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Sophie Gene is 7!!

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I HATE this picture.  Pretty much I look absolutely AWFUL.  I look like I just rolled out of a boxing ring with two black eyes.  There is also something that I love about it--it is REAL.  Seriously.  Who has perfectly groomed hair and make-up on right after they battle the forces of nature to birth a child?  For sure not me.  (If not already obvious from this photo.)  I love something else about this picture.  It reminds me of the difficult path that mothers walk.  The difficult path that I've walked.  It was hard for me to become a mother.  It was something that I deeply desired, but at the same time it was something that mentally, emotionally, and physically leveled me, forcing me to redefine who I was.  Somehow I'd collected the idea that when I had children, I'd automatically "level up" (as my brothers like to say).  I wish.  At first, being a mom for me was being a robot.  Asking myself what I "should"...